There's no keeping this Empress happy...

Wow. I've no idea when was my last entry! Things at work were beyond hectic until yesterday afternoon, when I finally had a chance to breathe. The irony is that when I was so busy, I was so stressed that I just wanted to go home and sleep... And now that I'm having a bit of a breather, I'm bored to tears!

So, there's no keeping this Empress happy...

All in all, I prefer the busyness -- it makes me feel like my brain is working. Plus, I don't feel useless and like I'm being paid to surf the net and feel incompetent.

Then again, it's nice to be able to do A LITTLE BIT of life stuff during the day, as work already eats up a good chunk of my life. And that one time I found myself actually ENJOYING work? It was in fact THAT one time and that one time only.

*sigh*

I keep reminding myself of my cheque, of how I need the money -- not only to pay for Serendipity, but to eventually travel.

I just wish I could come to a point in my life where I can work because I WANT to, not because I HAVE to!